Being a transgender from the Philippines is not easy,Filipino man never be serious to have a relationship with us. No matter how beautiful your are,no matter how feminine you are,you still a gay crossdresser in there eyes.
Yes a gay,they just think that we are a crossdresser,they never seen us like a real woman. No matter how feminine we are,we are still a crossdresser in there eyes. We can never have a serious relationship with Filipino man. They just want fun on us,they just want money. They think that transwoman have a lots of money,they never think that we are suffering a lot to be in transition.
I've seen some couple man and transwoman,i know in my mind that this guy only want money. If the trans cant afford to give financial support to her man,then its a goodbye. But some transwoman maybe can have serious relationship,if they really really feminine and most specially if they done sex change surgery.
We suffer a lot for our transiton,for descrimintaion and for love.
Thats why i admit to my self that i can never have a serious relationship with a man in my country. Thats very sad,but thats the reality here.Its happening here.Its natural.
Thats why most transwoman find the man in there dreams in other foreign land. Foreign man seems can be serious with transwoman,because i read a lot of story about it. We prefer looking partner hopefully by online dating site. But its not easy to find a serious man online too. Some man wants fun only,wants to trade nude picture only,some wants fun on cam only Its very sad. I really dont know if serious man is out there or not anymore.
Many foreign man experiencing difficulties too,to find a very serious transwoman. That why they dont trust transwoman thats easy,i cant blame them because some transwoman want money only online. They bringing there chatmates into a web cam show to pay. Some transwoman is scamming too.
Thats why for transwoman who is really serious to have a relationship,its having difficulties to find a man,because foreign man think that we are all scammer. Even we are telling the whole truth about or life,about our suffer still they dont believe on us. If 1 transwoman is scammer,then all image of transwoman is scammer . Even if your not a scammer,you are still belong in that scammer image.
I dont know who is real and who is fake online. Most man are very good in conversation,and in the end he just want only fun. For foreign man they are afraid to be scam by a transwoman,that why they dont trust. For transwoman we are afraid to be fooled thats why we dont trust too. But if a man trust us and show that he really cares about us,maybe we will trust him too.
For how many years im always wanting to have a serious relationship,but i always failed.I talked to some men online,we talk very good but in the end he start asking for some nude pics,so im ignoring him because i know that he want only to have fun. I really dont know who to trust online,but for me whoever the man can make feel happy,and show kindness to me,can show love and care, i promise to treasure that man. I dont know if that kind of man is existing,but i will wait for him. I know he is out there and looking for a very serious relationship too.
I dont know how to prove myself that im real,but i think i dont need to prove myself to anyone. If a man dont trust me then i dont trust him too. I will never do anything to prove myself,as long as im real and telling the truth. I dont care if the man dont believe on me,because he is not meant for me.
But im still hoping to find my soulmate online,because thats the only i can have a partner. I can never have a partner here in Philippines,i admit that. Im not in hurry to have one,true love needs time. I just wish to talk to a man seriously,not talking about sex, not talking about making love, because i feel that man talking about that is not serious at all,he just want fun. I am not sure if he is serious or not,i cant read his mind.
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